I don’t know if I’ll sound like a loser or not…

I don’t know if I’ll sound like a loser or not but sometimes I see or watch or read about things I think my favourite idols would like as well, and almost forget I don’t know them, or wish I was able to communicate with them in order to recommend that thing. Like the other day I discovered this new Netflix original that’s entirely animated, and I thought “Renjun would love this, it’s so good. He could appreciate the beauty in the different animation styles” but then I remembered that I didn’t know him lol and even if I could still recommend the show, it’s R rated so he’d probably started watching the first episode and then stop being it’s so explicit and wonder why a fan would recommend something with so much gratuitous nudity. But sometimes idols make you feel like you know them, or share personal things with you to make you feel like you know what they’d like.